Nights #21

Some nights,I lie in the left corner of the bed,facing the blank walland trying my best to sleep,closing eyes tight but no effortspause the haunting thoughts,whirlpools in small brain. Some nights,I talk to my rose plants,ask them questions:how people love themright from when they’re abud (kid), blossomed flower (adult),even when it d(r)ies,it has no answersexcept, […]

A tiny letter to my daughter

Dear Sunshine, Since I raise you, I know you are strong but this short letter is to make you even more stronger, I’ve written about things I wanted to tell you for so long but couldn’t. I can’t utter them looking straight at your eyes, they are the crystal balls in which my future lies, […]

6.6 things that remind me of love

1. Coral & Reef. I made a tiny aquarium of self-contained ecosystem, Dad got me a pair of Neon Tetras.I named them Coral and Reef, after a year, coral passed away and reef lost his breath exactly after 11 days. I don’t know if they were friends or lovers but I’m sure, they loved each […]

Life #17

A part of us always belongs to others,we are just another character in their lifeorthe story itself.The moments of today,transform to be thememories in future,the pictures turn out to bethe photographs in album,if they keep saying,live the moment,LIVE andCAPTURE IT. Thank you so much for reading! ❤️

pyaar #16

we are old,hair turned grey,our smile camouflagedby the wrinkles on our face,yet, it’s visible to both of us. we talk less these daysyou can no longer hear mysweet whispers,our visions has deteriorated,yet, nothing faded our bond. we reached the edge of life,together and happier,i’ll leave the worldbefore the fate leavesme without you. if almighty send […]

Restart #15

yes, you left abruptly withouta “goodbye”,say “hi”,let’s break the strange silenceand start from the first,it’s okay if we are oceans apart,don’t get to see each other,shall I reside in your heart,in a small corner? Thank you so much for reading! ❤️

lost #14

I hope somedayyou’ll find an old picture of usand wonder,if I still love watching sunrises and sunsetseating burnt corn in beach, having sugarcane juice in summer. I wanna know, if you’ve the kissed envelopesI send every Christmas,if you remember myfavourite songand my star birthday. I wanna ask you if youremember,that we were in love once,if […]

definition of tenderness, ft. my love and feelings #12

i) Tenderness lies in your eyes, that care me like kid, that look for the remnants of my pasts and clear them leaving no traces. ii) Tenderness lies in my mum’s words, that are soft and gentle stimuli that my nerve cells perfectly respond to. iii) Tender lies in the sad songs, I weirdly vibe […]

Noble gas #10

I’m just another person,who spends most of the time inS-O-L-I-T-U-D-E,those who promised to stay long,for an eternity, left first.I’m need of a break, from the world,that broke me from inside,I look at the mirrorandask questions that has no answersorquestions nobody could answer,my naked eyes couldn’t see the masksthey, carried.In each phase, they revealed a face,with […]

dreams #9

Can I take a picture of my dreams?It is a kaleidoscope whose reflecting surfacesreflects my thoughts and things I secretly wish for,from sleeping on cloud to fixing my broken relationship,I dream of everything,mostly of things I couldn’t fulfill ever,but it fills the void in me,to some it’s right, to some it’s wrong,to some it’s dark, […]